I must admit I have an obsession with a woman turning 30! I don’t know why, but I’ve convinced myself it’s one of the beautiful ages for a woman to turn. It makes me think… “the best is yet to come” or “you ain’t seen me shine yet.” I have this thought that at thirty [we] are allowed to press restart but NOW with all … Continue reading SuchaBeaut: 30 Edition
Fresh cuts can open up old wounds And you hear your body yelling “too soon” Too soon to refresh me of this physical pain That almost had me mentally insane So close to that mental state that I had no feelings, But I moved around as if I was willing. Willing to pretend that a norm was normal And scared to show the world I … Continue reading Peaceful Blood
Have you ever prepared yourself mentally to miss a holiday with your family for weeks and months in advance but the week of that holiday comes and all of sudden you forget to utilize any coping skill you have used years before and pretty much send yourself into the saddest mood ever? No? Well me either until this week, the week of Thanksgiving. I found … Continue reading Thankful Thanksgiving
October came and went soooo fast I am still in complete shock. At the beginning of the month I was able to take myself across the states to Seattle, Washington. I’ve always wanted to visit Seattle just to visit and Grey’s Anatomy may have influenced this. I will also admit I was influenced a lot by being able to close out On The Run Tour II … Continue reading Sweet Seattle & Savory Me
Humble Moments I’m Forever Grateful For. CIRCA MAY 2016 The day this picture was taken I was reminded and truly felt my support system has no boundaries! Six months before this picture all of our worlds were shaken when God decided he needed our biggest supporter to come home early. Graduation was removed from my goals, I missed a month of school, walked away from … Continue reading 3 Things I’m Learning from Gratitude
Last night I had a panic attack. Now if you ask me how or why I could give you a few assumptions, but no definite reason, because the feeling was so unusual. It started with a tense feeling in my muscles and my body, so intense that it led to me feeling as if I needed to throw up. Which felt very strange because I … Continue reading Last Night I Had A Panic Attack
It’s Friday night, a few rain drops have softly fell, and I am hopping off the bus in New York, New York. Where I am greeted by undergraduate friend, Tanisha, who is currently living and working in NYC on her current traveling nursing assignment. My line sister Kayla is also in the city this weekend and played a huge role in my decision of giving … Continue reading Quick Guide: New York in 48 Hours
